I woke up on the wrong side of the bed
after not being able to fall asleep most of the night
I was tired, cranky and crampy
I was late to work
One of the first emails I read was a rejection for a job I applied to in Philly
My job seemed extra annoying and unfufilling
Plus there were no new job postings that interested me
And on the drive home from work
All I could think about was
Having someone wrap their arms around me
Tell me I look beautiful in sweatpants
Find one of my idiosyncrasies cute
Remind me that it will all work out
Hold me tight
Kiss my forehead
And let me fall asleep in their nook
But there is no one
And most days that is okay
but today I really wanted someone.
5 Comments
June 22, 2009 at 11:26 pm
I’ve been there. I’m sorry you’re having a rough day. It will get better!
Chocolate helps. It may not have arms but it does have endorphins.
June 23, 2009 at 1:45 am
I feel that lately, it’s normal to wanna have someone. I have one but it doesn’t even work like that, sad. Rather be alone.
June 23, 2009 at 8:30 am
I love your honesty… this is hard to admit, sometimes… but it really is okay to want. I know it’s not the same, but a girl’s night in PJs with some terrible chick flicks always helps…
June 24, 2009 at 11:28 am
Hugs doll. I’m right there with you…
June 24, 2009 at 2:29 pm
Honest to blog is a great tag for blogs (random, but thought you’d like to know!)
Those Philly folks don’t know what they are missing when they rejected you.
big hugs and hoping the week is better for you =)