Turns out that nagging little Quarter Life Crisis Biatch is giving me just the kick in the butt I needed.
Update Resume – Check
Research/Apply to Jobs – Check
Where I want to work: NYC
Where I want to Live: Hoboken
When I want to move out: August/September (or as soon as I find a new job!)
So that’s my plan.
In addition, I have been dieting (and really sticking to it!) and I’ve finally taken a jewelry making class. So lots of positive changes and decisions being made. It feels good. Don’t get me wrong, I do believe I am in the midst of a QLC but I think its a good thing. I think it’s good that I want to make a great life for myself. While things are still very confusing and up in the air, it’s a very exciting time. I’m excited to get a new job and to move out. I’m excited to really stick to my diet and finally get healthy. I’m excited to finally be learning to make jewelry and getting my creative juices flowing. I’m excited to see what the future holds but still, the unknown can be scary.
Can we talk about my dating life for a minute? I might have a plan for everything else but my dating life is a mess. I feel like I know what I want and what I’m looking for but at the same time, it’s like I’m not ready for it.
I know I want to be with someone who will really appreciate me and treat me how I deserve and love me even though I am a crazy, crazy girl.
And I know I don’t really want to be alone but I’m scared to open up to any new prospects.
And I know I don’t want to talk to guys from my past who have proven to me that they do not care enough about me yet I am drawn to them because at least I know what to expect.
I guess I just feel like my wall is up and I don’t see it coming down anytime soon. But I guess I have enough other things to think about that dating doesn’t need to be a priority right now.
So, that’s all folks. My Quarter Life Crisis update in a nut shell.
Eventually everything falls into place…
until then, laugh at the confusion, live for the moment,
and know that everything happens for a reason